I'm going to meet my dad!!!

Isn't that a crazy sentence?  I repeat; I'm going to meet my dad!!!

What emotion does it evoke?  No seriously, I'm asking because I feel like I have every emotion possible running through my mind.  When the tickets were booked last night I couldn't stop crying.  I was completely overwhelmed.  I'm so happy and excited, yet a little scared.  In fact yesterday I couldn't stop crying.

This morning I woke and as soon as I started thinking about it I started crying again and couldn't stop.  My boss made the mistake of being a little rude to me and I about bit his head off.  He was surprised as normally I'm more easy going.  He walked into my office to ask if I was OK? I told him not today, don't mess with me today because I'm not in the mood for anyone being petty.

It dawned on me there was only one person who could make me feel better about this - my dad.  So I messaged him and asked him to call me.  Once I heard his voice I stopped crying and could calm down.  Listening to him made everything all right.  He sounds just as excited as I am, and he wants me there.

I don't know why I let fear get in the way.  Perhaps it's that part of me that worries how he feels about all this.  I can't imagine how this must be for him, or even his sweet wife.  I get scared I'm interrupting their life.  Which is crazy because he has been nothing but supportive and kind with me.

But that worry is gone.  Banished by my dad.  So I'll say it again:

I'm going to meet my dad!!